Witness Testimony Deposition Statement Targeted Individual Original & Revision

 25 August 2024
John, Bill, Norris, & Forge Road Bible Chapel,
I have waited one year to write this, in response to the absolutely outrageous wrongdoing you
perpetrated against me. I have had ample time to discuss with my Lord, Saviour, and the King
of all of Creation, namely, Jesus Christ, although that is His bastardised post-modern English
Name, regarding what my course of action should be. John and me, have discussed at great
length, my thoughts and feelings, and convictions on the matter in question, although he is
somehow convinced that it is necessary for me to meet with you both, in the library of the
chapel, the same room that I was blindsided in a year’s worth of Sunday’s ago.
Firstly, I asked Miss Gorman, for her permission, to text message her from time to time, in the
gymnasium, and that was right before she left for college. She said yes. Secondly, being the
legal age of 18 years old she was at the time, I have searched high and low, and have failed,
to find one thing that I communicated to her that was either inappropriate or wrong. Being a
mature, adult Christian, Miss Gorman, having informed me of becoming a Christian some 5
years past, if she had the slightest regard to Christian charity, could have merely sent me a
text message indicating that she did not feel comfortable communicating with me any longer,
and that she will no longer be receiving messages from me. That would have been the end of
it. As a Godly man myself, I would have been perfectly content to oblige her and respect her
wishes. But by all means, do, pray tell, me what I said to her that was a lie, what I said to her
that amounted to sin, what I said to her that I should be reproached for? I have all the time in
the world to await your answer to this.
Thirdly, upon being told by her daughter that she was uncomfortable with me texting her, Mr.
Gorman approached me and informed me of such, in a very public way I might add, in the
front entrance to the building, with plenty of witnesses, and told me that Miss Gorman was not
to be communicated with again. I of course agreed immediately, though I was shocked and
hurt by this. In fact, Mr. Gorman informed me, that I had not really said, or more importantly
done, anything wrong, although there were things I shared with Miss Gorman, that Mr.
Gorman said he doesn’t even share with his wife. I know not what that says of the love of my
Lord Jesus Christ in me, and by extension as I am then able to articulate to a young woman,
namely in articulating my thoughts and feelings to Miss Gorman, nor do I know what that says
of Mr. Gorman’s marriage with, and to, Mrs. Gorman. Perhaps they need marriage counseling.
I became visibly upset, and I offered to leave the chapel, wondering if it had all been a
mistake of my ever entering into your chapel and assembly. As I understand, Mr. Gorman
insisted that that was the last thing I should do, namely, leave. He encouraged me that I
should remain, and even attend the Youth Bible conference that John and me had already
planned to attend. As upset as I was, after-all it was because of Miss Gorman’s witness at our
previously mutual place of employment that led me to inquire about the chapel, and up until
that fateful moment of that fateful evening, everything was very much a blessing to me. The
worship services, the songs, both traditional and contemporary praising Jesus, the fellowship,
the bible study, the ministries, and so forth, were accumulatively all very agreeable to me, and
unlike anything I had ever been introduced to when I was younger, nor experienced in my life.
Verily I felt like an orphaned stray that was taken in, that this might actually be a truly Godly
community where I could and did have a place of my own and belong. Mr. Gorman told me to
stop texting his daughter, I agreed. I thought that was the end of it. That should have been the
end of it.
Fourthly, so it was very shocking, and traumatizing, when the following Sunday, after both
worship services, you pulled me in the library, closed the door, sat me down, and declared
that I am no longer welcome as a volunteer for the Awana children's ministry. As though I did
something wrong. Incidentally, if you are going to falsely accuse me of being prideful, you
need only look in a mirror because that accusation applies to you. Somehow you translated
my being 41, and texting a grown 18 year woman, as me being a potential danger to the
safety of children in the children’s ministry. Norris, you said it was for the safety of the children,
and my safety as well. Pardon my language, but what dragon shit! You had some people, that
were involved in Awana, the entire duration after I was kicked out, who were, are, and will be,
immeasurably more dangerous to the safety of children then I could ever even imagine evil

people being. Furthermore, for years, long before I ever stepped foot in you church, you had
problems with the safety of children being jeopardized. What you did was wrong, and the way
you went about what you did was wrong. I was extremely traumatized by the entire
experience. And I will never appreciate being hurt and harmed in such a way.
Fifth, I passed your background check. Sixth, I spent hours upon hours in fellowship with John,
Bill, and Mr. Gorman, and if John particularly was, is, or will be, unable or unwilling to attest to
my good Christian moral character, then I would have nothing further to do with him in this life
on this earth. Seventh, still, if there was some sort of further vetting process that you wished
to impose upon me, and that was only brought to my attention by John AFTER the fact, then
you should not have invited me into Awana in the first place! But perhaps you might have
more of an affinity and welcoming heart and spirit with and towards and for Arab and African
Islamic Muslims, as they appear to be very infamously invading all of the West presently. I
should be quite sure, were I a worshipper of dragon farts, and the false prophet Mohammed,
that they would pose no threat whatsoever to the safety of children. Although, I am not sure
you will convince them of that.
I am very much rightfully incensed by you lot. You have earned my righteous indignation.
Because after all, I am justified righteous by my Lord Jesus Christ, and I need not prove
anything, to my God, and certainly not that I am perfectly of sound mind and character and
good and proper conduct around children. I need not prove myself to God Himself, and yet,
you kick me out of children's ministry, as though I did anything wrong, and act like I must
prove myself worthy of your trust, to be welcomed back. Who the hell do you think you are!? If
that is your notion of true Christian love and virtue, then I know not you, or your god at all. No,
God, my Father, His Holy Majesty, will give you all the proof you need, and none of the proof
you want. Though I am fairly certain you will not be bothered in the least by that. After-all,
Baltimore Oriels games are probably of far more importance to you. Especially when your
team is the one winning.
I think what was offensive the most, to me, personally, is that I never was, am not, and never
will be a danger to children or the the safety of children. In fact, the exact opposite is the truth.
I would gladly give my life protecting children, if need be, no matter who their father was. Yes,
that is right, I would die for children, before I let anyone hurt or harm them on my watch. So
you Norris, after you kicked me out like that on that Sunday, saying that Satan would try to
deceive me about the whole thing…well that was very disingenuous and cringe. And that is
putting it very kindly. No, Satan did not deceive me about what you were doing, God Himself
revealed everything to me. However, it is more likely that Satan deceived you about me. So
once again, it is the exact opposite of the truth that is projected onto me. And so it is, that I,
the forcibly isolated targeted individual, bears the cross of it, while the carefree, motley
collective hive, remains oblivious and apathetic. If you weren't right enough, insofar as you
were, or are, right at all, with the Holy Spirit to understand who I am, what I am about, and
accept me, in the same way as the Lord Jesus Christ, guess what you did? You rejected the
Lord Jesus Christ. Verily, verily I say unto you, May God Judge Between us.
One day, before the throne Judgement of God, you all will be called and held to account, and
you will be humbled, because God Himself will teach you, the hurt, the harm, and the
suffering you have caused, not just in the fateful moment on that fateful day, but in the year
and counting since, by inviting me into the children's ministry, and then precluding me from
such good works, all because, at best, you are a piss poor judge of my character, and at
worst, you are a protector and apologist of actual child groomers and predators, while falsely
insinuating that I could potentially be a threat to the safety of children, or a danger to their
well-being. I will not insult your intelligence by asking if you are so paranoid that you actually
believe all men are capable of committing evil equally. I suppose, were I to phrase the
question differently, I would ask, are you a liberalism? And if your answer is yes, then I shall
reply with this question: know you not that liberalism is sin?
What you did, insinuating that I am a potential child predator and pedophile is diabolic and
sickening. Such loathsome behavior I would expect from a satanist. Not a professed Christian.
Especially professional, expert, credentialed, bona fide, decades-long even, Christians like
you. In fact, it is so egregious and outrageous, that I have asked God, for the past year, who 

 among you are not merely potential pedophiles, but actual, pedophiles, or otherwise child
groomers, abusers, and predators, active and practicing or not. Who were you protecting?
Because I have, on the best Good Authority, enormous reasonable doubt that it was the
children, or their safety, you were concerned with. When time slows along, there be times
when those with a guilty conscious impulsively act, often times, in such a way as to reveal
their hand. The thing about it is, the longer I would have been in the children's ministry, the
more time I would have had to determine who truly in my midst were the dangers and safety
risks to the children. Curious that. And God knows, it would never have been me. But then,
perhaps you already know that. John seems to think that my leaving like that, my being
shocked and traumatized into catatonic silence, my inability to ever set foot in your church
again (incidentally, I have not been to any church service in the past year), made me look
guilty, or like I had something to hide. To me, that is patently absurd and clinically
preposterous. In fact, from my perspective, as I have cogently and perfectly coherently
outlined herein, were I to return to your chapel, under the circumstances, it would almost
seem as though the reason for my leaving was my faulty. You Bill, and you Norris, not one of
you so much as called me, like a man, to settle things. Very cowardly of you. And no, Bill, I
know you texted me about your little meeting with me, and at first I agreed, and on second
thought, I realized what a mistake that would have been. You know what that indicates to me,
the fact that apparently, the rivers of your Christian love ran so dry, that you couldn’t even
muster enough of it to give me a phone call, to inquiry after me, let alone repent, and say you
were sorry, and that I am welcome back. Well, that tells me you do not love me, nor am I
welcome in your place of worship. But somehow God is?…What advanced strangeness. But
by all means. Declare to me, what I said, or did, in and during Awana, that was so wrong, so
sinful, that was so out of line, that I put the safety of the children at risk? I have all the time in
the world, to await your answer.
I have not said, or done, or even suggested anything, ever, that would indicate to anyone,
anywhere, at any time, in the least, that I would be capable of hurting and harming children or
potentially be a child abuser, groomer or pedophile. You have slandered my good name and
witness. You have grievously trespassed and perpetrated against me by bearing false witness
against me. You embraced your nepotistic conflict of interest, your inflated ego and sense of
self, and your devilish pride, and made your decision based on that, instead of embracing a
true Brother in Jesus Christ and trusting in God. Shame on you. Repent of your sins, and ask
God for forgiveness. Or harden your hearts and do not be surprised when His Judgement
befalls you.
To recap, I was not, am not, and never will be, a potential danger to children, a child abuser
or predator, or pedophile, or a threat to the safety, security, well-being, and innocence of
children. The same however, I cannot say about any of you, particularly because of the
wrongdoing you perpetrated against me, and also in the way you perpetrated it against me,
and finally, the way in which you let linger your wrongdoing against me for a year now. I have
no way, because the Way, that is, my Lord, and Saviour, Jesus Christ, is not telling me, but I
have no way to know if you are a Freemason, a false convert, a crypto-Jew, a gang-stalker
much in the vein of those evildoers described in considerable detail in several of the psalms,
a pedophile, a communist, an antichrist posing as a pious christian, a Satanist adept in black
magic, sorcery, and witchcraft, an impostor, a supplanter, a an evil wolf in sheep’s clothing,
except by your works, and by what I see in the Holy Spirit.
Religion, and the motions of theology means nothing without the True Faith and the Actual
Love of God. It might as well be a members only social club. You are professional, 501c3
christians. You are professional Bible readers, professional Bible teachers. You are
professionals concerning your form of religion and worship and service and fellowship. None
of that alone implies that you are my true Brothers, and Sisters, in my Lord and Saviour Jesus
Christ. If you were 50 years a professional christian and I a day novice poor man of the Lord
Jesus Christ, you would be no more significant than me, you would be no more esteemed
than me and yet you conflate your pretentiousness with confidence in the Lord. Well, which
Lord?
I do not appreciate the quality of a supposed “good” education, because all the learning and
vomiting of intellectualism in the world means nothing next to actual godly wisdom and

 experience. A serious problem in this world is that people are so highly educated that they are
veritable fools. They love being condescending to those they determine as lesser, of no value,
they love micro-managing and lording it over others, they are jealous of or despise, those
others, who are supposed to be their Brothers, they love such immorality more then they love
God, or the self same said. And the fact that there is no shame, is a total disgrace. And you
equate that with Christian religion. For dishonour! To hell with your trivial niceties and jovial
fakery! As for me and my house, we will not sit in the assembly of pompous idiots and in the
congregation of arrogant fools. Who is a teacher of 50 years, with all his learning, if he cannot
humble himself before the wisdom of God vocalized through a Child? Will you punish the child
for speaking the truth? Or, will you reject the truth, because it is told to you by a child? Does
being a Christian for 50 years make you a somebody? In the fallen satanic world system
perhaps. But in the Kingdom of Heaven? Are you more significant, are you boasted with pride?
If the will of God does not conform to your worldliness and worldview, would you even be able
to contemplate it as such? What sort of lines of demarcation would ipso facto blind you to
even the possibilities of the will of God?! He is the Infinite Creator! Would you put in him a box,
namely the Holy Bible, and say He must not ever exit the pages thereof!! Who the hell are you
to say that this or that should not happen or take place, were it the veritable Will of my Perfect
God, because you are offended, jealous, and entrenched in your worldliness and sensual
traditions? You make industrious religion out of the Word of God, yet you reject the Perfect
Will of God, and say you do so out of morality and the good of all. I hail from a race that
slayed dragons. My ancestors understood the superiority of a good warriors death, namely,
by laying one’s life down for his friends.
Come to think of it. If I was acrimonious, and I am not, I am wearied. But if I was, I would say
that all those blacks that you welcome into your gym to play basketball on occasion, some of
whom were physically fighting in the men’s restroom one Wednesday night at Bible study, or
at least they were nearly to physically fighting, I think they should all be welcomed into your
church service on Sunday. Why did they not ever attend, least they did not while I was there.
A great many of them appeared to be closer to Miss Gorman’s age. Who knows, maybe God
will work in mysterious ways, and she will fall in love with a strapping black male. Wouldn’t
that be nice; you can never have too many occasions to praise God. Right? Your chapel is
not racist is it? I hear race mixing is all the rage these days, it’s trending on social media. I
digress.
The only reason I would have previously agreed to meet with you, was threefold. One, for a
sincere apology from Bill and Norris. Two, to express to you why I left. And three, to convey to
you why I will never grace the doors of your church again. Because I have already articulated
the latter two in this written work, that only leaves the first. So then, if after reading this, in my
view, good work, it is still agreeable to you for us to meet, so be it.
As for me, if you shall agree to meet with me, for the sole purpose and reason to offer your
sincere apology, then I will forgive you. If you are too demonic, or antichrist if you prefer, to
offer me a sincere apology, do not bother to meet with me. I will, of course, forgive you, but I
will never, ever, forget what you have done. I will never look at any of you the same way
again. You have burned, for yourselves, in my spirit, a negative connotation associated with
you. And, from now, until the day you die, you will know, that because of the wrong you
perpetrated against me, I will not only not grace the doors of your church ever again, I will not
grace the doors of any 501c3 church again on this earth. You have ruined the entire christian
experience for me in terms of church, bible study, fellowship, all of it. Congratulations. Even
the post-Vatican II Roman Catholics could not achieve that feat! You must be so proud! I
would be hard-pressed to think the devil not to be pleased with your handiwork and
craftsmanship. What an achievement! No doubt, you will weaponize the Word of God to
excuse away your wrongdoing, to rationalize your grave offense(s) against me, to comfort
yourselves in the sure knowledge, that I am not right with God, that I am being deceived, that
I am crazy, and so forth and so on. Such ad hominums, ad nausea do not alter The Truth and
substance of the matter in the smallest part.
Do not pray for me. Not a one of you. At this point, if any one of you continue to pray for me, it
will be constituted as preying upon me, the targeted individual, and I will defend myself, in

 spiritual, or any otherwise warfare. I will have nothing further to say, or do, with anyone at
your chapel, or anyone associated with anyone at your chapel.
One last thing, none of you, no not one of at Forge Road Bible Chapel, was, is, or will be,
beyond reproach.
I was well before, am still presently, and always will, be, and remain, in the steadfast True
Faith, of my Lord, Saviour, King, & God, Jesus Christ, His Father, & Holy Spirit, a true White
Man, Christian in pure and brave heart, targeted by the world for my race, and for my faith, in,
with, for, of, by, the True Love of my Lord Jesus Christ,
Mr. Jonathan Charles Gillis
Age 41
Baltimore, Maryland
Post Script:
One more, one last thing. Discriminate against me because of my age? You have no
mathematics in existence that can calculate the purposefulness, and veracity, of me being my
age, 41, regarding my articulation of godly love to a woman of the legal age of 18. Apparently,
the Will of God be damned if you do not agree with it. He is only the Infinite Creator, and you
are only one of any number of assembly-line factory produced professional christians, with no
creative genius, and no vision for a true godly future. I have no history, nor interest, nor will I
ever, of being attracted to minors or children, and I have never, nor will ever entertain the idea
of such. In fact, I am the strongest proponent for the death penalty regarding pedophiles, child
groomers, child abusers, child sex traffickers, molesters, rapists, and the like such pieces of
dragon shit. Be they Jew…Or gentile. Let the Cosmic, Eternal Record show.
All the best, to you & yours.

 

27 August 2024
John, Bill, Norris, & Forge Road Bible Chapel,
I have waited one year to write this, in response to, what is, from my perspective, the
absolutely outrageous wrongdoing you perpetrated against me. I have had ample time to
discuss with my Lord, Saviour, and the King of all of Creation, namely, Jesus Christ,
regarding what my course of action should be. John and me, have discussed at great length,
my thoughts and feelings, and convictions on the matter in question. It was in this small library
of the chapel that I was blindsided a year’s worth of Sunday’s ago.
Firstly, I asked Miss Gorman, for her permission, to text message her from time to time, in the
gymnasium, during fellowship in between services, and that was the Sunday right before she
left for college. She said yes.
Secondly, being the legal age of 18 years old she was at the time, I have searched high and
low, and have failed, to find one thing that I communicated to her that was either inappropriate
or wrong. Being a mature, adult Christian, Miss Gorman, having informed me of becoming a
Christian some 5 years past, if she had regarded Christian charity, could have merely sent me
a text message indicating that she did not feel comfortable communicating with me any longer,
and that she will no longer be receiving messages from me. That would have been the end of
it. As a Godly man myself, I would have been perfectly content to oblige her and respect her
wishes. But by all means, do, pray tell, me what I said to her that was a lie, what I said
to her that amounted to sin, what I said to her that I should have been upbraided for?
Thirdly, on the Tuesday evening, which would end up being my last time at Awana, upon
being told by her daughter that she was uncomfortable with me texting her, Mr. Gorman
approached me and informed me of such, in a very public way I might add, in the front
entrance to the building, with witnesses going to and fro, and told me that Miss Gorman was
not to be communicated with again. I of course agreed immediately, though I was a bit
shocked by this, as it was entirely unexpected. In fact, Mr. Gorman informed me, that I had
not really said, or more importantly done, anything wrong, although there were things I shared
with Miss Gorman, that Mr. Gorman said he doesn’t even share with his wife. Well, I know not
what that says of the love of my Lord Jesus Christ in me, and by extension as I am then able
to articulate such to a young woman, namely in articulating my thoughts and feelings to Miss
Gorman, nor do I know what that says of Mr. Gorman’s love and marriage with, and to, his
wife Mrs. Gorman.
I did become visibly upset, as the unexpectedness of this, and the way it happened, was itself,
somewhat traumatizing, and I offered to leave the chapel, wondering if it had all been a
mistake of my ever entering into your chapel and assembly. As I understand, Mr. Gorman
insisted that that was the last thing I should do, namely, leave. He encouraged me that I
should remain, and even attend the Youth Bible conference that John and me had already
planned to attend that was that Saturday. As upset as I was, after-all it was because of Miss
Gorman’s witness at our previously mutual place of employment that led me to inquire about
the chapel, and up until that fateful moment of that fateful evening, everything was very much
a blessing to me. The worship services, the songs, both traditional and contemporary praising
Jesus, the fellowship, the bible study, the ministries, including Awana, and so forth, were
accumulatively all very agreeable to me, and unlike anything I had ever been introduced to
when I was younger, nor experienced in my life. Verily I felt like an orphaned stray that was
taken in, that this might actually be a truly Godly community where I could and did have a
place of my own and belong. Mr. Gorman told me to stop texting his daughter, I agreed. I
thought that was the end of it. That should have been the end of it.
Fourthly, after attending the Youth Bible conference with John on Saturday, and I would defy
any soul there to tell me that I said or did anything wrong, John and me attended church on
Sunday for both services, as had become our practice, so it was very shocking, and
traumatizing, when that very Sunday, after both worship services, you pulled me in the library,
closed the door, sat me down, and declared that I am no longer welcome as a volunteer for
the Awana children's ministry. As though I did something wrong. Somehow you translated my  

being 41, and texting a grown 18 year woman, with her expressed permission, as me being a
potential danger to the safety of children in the children’s ministry. Norris, you said it was for
the safety of the children, and my safety as well. What exactly did I text, say, or do, to or
with anyone, at any time, that gave you the reason to kick me out of Awana, and
essentially and effectively cancel me from the children’s ministry?
God knows, I would not be surprised at all, if you had some people, that were involved in
Awana, the entire duration after I was kicked out, who were, are, and will be, immeasurably
more dangerous to the safety of children then I could ever even imagine evil people being.
Furthermore, God knows, I would not be surprised at all, if long before I ever stepped foot in
your church, you had problems with the safety of children being jeopardized.
Fifth, I passed your background check.
Sixth, I spent hours upon hours in fellowship with John, Bill, and Mr. Gorman, and if John
particularly was, is, or will be, unable or unwilling to attest to my good Christian moral
character, especially at this point, then I should have nothing further to do with him in this life
on this earth.
Seventh, during my brief time at Awana, I was never out of sight or hearing range of multiple
adults, including John, and you Norris. So what exactly was it that I said or did, that
indicated to you, I should be kicked out of Awana?
Eight, if there was some sort of further vetting process that you wished to impose upon me,
and that was only brought to my attention by John well AFTER the fact, then you should not
have invited me into Awana in the first place!
I am very much rightfully upset and hurt by what has happened. Because after all, I am
justified righteous by my Lord Jesus Christ, and I need not prove anything, to my God, and
certainly not that I am perfectly of sound mind and character and good and proper conduct
around children. I need not prove myself to God Himself, and yet, you kicked me out of the
children's ministry, as though I did anything wrong. And then what? I must prove myself
worthy of your trust, to be welcomed back? If that is your notion of true Christian love and
virtue, then I have serious doubts that I know you, or your god at all. No, God, my Father, His
Holy Majesty, gave you all the proof you needed, yet, apparently, it was none of the proof you
wanted, and it wasn’t good enough for you.
I think what was offensive the most, to me, personally, is that I never was, am not, and never
will be a danger to children or the the safety of children. In fact, the exact opposite is the truth.
I would gladly give my life protecting children, if need be, no matter who their father was. Yes,
that is right, I would die for children, before I let anyone hurt or harm them on my watch. So
you Norris, after you kicked me out like that on that Sunday, saying that Satan would try to
deceive me about the whole thing…well that was, in my opinion, a very ignorant statement at
best, and a very disingenuous statement at worse. No, Satan did not deceive me about what
you were doing, God Himself revealed everything to me. However, it is more likely that Satan
deceived you about me. If you weren't right enough, insofar as you were, or are, right at all,
with the Holy Spirit to understand who I am, what I am about, and accept me, in the same
way as the Lord Jesus Christ, guess what you did? You rejected the Lord Jesus Christ.
Words cannot articulate the hurt and the harm, the suffering you have caused, not just in the
fateful moment on that fateful day, but in the year and counting since, by inviting me into the
children's ministry, and then precluding me from such good works, all because, at best, you
were a very poor judge of my character, and at worst…you were protecting others who
actually are what you were falsely accusing me of potentially being.
What you did, insinuating that I am a potential child predator and pedophile was sickening to
me. I was blinded, shocked, and disgusted by the mere suggestion. I was in a state of shock.
I could not even properly respond. I might as well have had an out of body experience, for my
only thought was to retreat to safety, and safety was anywhere you were not. Such loathsome
behavior I would expect from an unbeliever. Not a professed Christian. Especially given that

you are elders of your church, with the highest levels of responsibility. As regards me, you
abysmally failed in your responsibility. I honestly do not know if it was deliberate or not.
In fact, it is so egregious and outrageous, that I have asked God, for the past year, who
among you are not merely potential pedophiles, but actual, pedophiles, or otherwise child
groomers, abusers, and predators, active and practicing or not. Who were you protecting?
The thing about it is, if you truly were interested in the children, in their safety and well-being,
and keeping them safe, then you would have been men after my own heart. For verily I say
unto you, as long as I would have been in the children's ministry, I would have been a clear
and present deterrent to anyone who would endanger the safety of the children. Curious that.
John seems to think that my leaving like that, my being shocked and traumatized into
catatonic silence, my inability to operate my mental facility and social faculty, my not setting
foot in your church again (incidentally, I have not been to any church service in the past year,
thanks to what you did to me, and the way you did it to me), made me look guilty, or like I had
something to hide. To me, that is preposterous. In fact, from my perspective, as I have
cogently and perfectly coherently outlined herein, were I to return to your chapel, under the
circumstances, it would almost seem as though the reason for my leaving was my fault.
I am curious if your Christian love, which stems from an Infinite Creator God, was so lacking,
that neither you Bill, nor you Norris, could pick up the phone, and call me, like good Christian
men, strong in the true faith, to inquiry after me, let alone to reach out to me, and repent, and
say you were sorry, and that I am welcome back. I realized pretty quickly that text messaging
with you Bill, about a meeting, would have been a mistake. Because none of this was
addressed yet, let alone settled.
Please, declare to me, what I said, or did, in and during Awana, or before or after, that
was so wrong, so sinful, that was so out of line, that I put the safety of the children at
risk, or that I was a potential risk to the safety of children, that merited, in your
estimation, my being drummed out of the children’s ministry?
What did I ever say, or do, at any time, that you will point to, right here and now, and
say, this is the wrongdoing you have done, that gave us reason to eject you from the
children's ministry?
My answer to these questions, was, is, and always will be, the clear and present truth. I have
not said, or done, or even suggested anything, ever, that would indicate to anyone, anywhere,
at any time, in the least, that I would be capable of hurting and harming children or potentially
be a child abuser, groomer or pedophile. I have no history, nor interest, nor will I ever, of
being attracted to children, and I have never, nor will ever entertain the idea of such. In fact, I
am the strongest proponent for the death penalty regarding pedophiles, child groomers, child
abusers, child sex traffickers, molesters, rapists, and the like. Be they Jew or Gentile.
To recap, I was not, am not, and never will be, a potential danger to children, a child abuser
or predator, or pedophile, or a threat to the safety, security, well-being, and innocence of
children. The same however, I cannot say about you, particularly because of the wrongdoing
you perpetrated against me, and also in the way you perpetrated it against me, and finally, the
way in which you let linger your wrongdoing against me for a year now. How do I know that
you yourselves are not potential or actual dangers to children? Am I to take your word for it
now, after all of this?
Religion, and the motions of theology means nothing without the True Faith and the Actual
Love of God. You are Bible readers, Bible teachers. You are professionals concerning your
form of religion and worship and service and fellowship. None of that alone implies that you
are my true Brothers, and Sisters, in my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. If you were 50 years
a professional christian and I a day novice poor man of the Lord Jesus Christ, you would be
no more significant than me, you would be no more esteemed than me and yet do you
conflate your pretentiousness with confidence in the Lord? Well, which Lord? 

Who is a teacher of 50 years, with all his learning, if he cannot humble himself before the
wisdom of God vocalized through a Child? Will you punish the child for speaking the truth? Or,
will you reject the truth, because it is told to you by a child? Does being a Christian for 50
years make you a somebody? In the fallen satanic world system perhaps. But in the Kingdom
of Heaven? Are you more significant, are you boasted with pride? If the will of God does not
conform to your worldliness and worldview, would you even be able to contemplate it as such?
What sort of lines of demarcation would ipso facto blind you to even the possibilities of the will
of God?! He is the Infinite Creator! Would you put in him a box, namely the Holy Bible, and
say He must not ever exit the pages thereof!! Who are you to say that this or that should not
happen or take place, were it the veritable Will of my Perfect God, because you are offended,
and entrenched in your worldliness and sensual traditions? You make industrious religion out
of the Word of God, yet do you not oft reject the Perfect Will of God, and say you do so out of
morality and the good of all, and even that your rejection of the Will of God is the will of god?
You have ruined the entire christian experience for me in terms of church, bible study,
fellowship, all of it.
One last thing, none of you, no not one of you at Forge Road Bible Chapel, was, is, or will be,
beyond reproach. Yet you reproached me, and for nought I did wrong. No, no. For no sin I
committed against you. You had no right to do what you did, and you had not right to do what
you did in the way you did it. And the authority you were operating under, was not the
Authority of my Lord Jesus Christ.
I will, of course, forgive you, but I will never, ever, forget what you have done. I will never look
at you or your chapel the same way again. You have burned, for yourselves, in my spirit, a
negative connotation associated with you, and your place and house of worship. You must
know now, that because of the wrong you perpetrated against me, I may very well not grace
the doors of your church again, indeed I very well may not grace the doors of any 501c3
church again on this earth. I want you to think about that for a moment. Think seriously about
what I have just said. How do you think God feels about that? Or are the feelings of God not
to be regarded?
What you did was wrong, and the way you went about what you did was wrong. I was
extremely traumatized by the entire experience. And I do not appreciate being needlessly hurt
and harmed in such a way. You have slandered my good name and witness. You have
grievously trespassed and perpetrated against me by bearing false witness against me. From
my perspective, you embraced your nepotistic conflict of interest, your inflated ego and sense
of self, and your pride, and made your decision based on that, instead of embracing a true
Brother in Jesus Christ and trusting in God. Shame on you. Repent of your sins, and ask God
for forgiveness.
I was well before, am still presently, and always will, be, and remain, in the steadfast True
Faith, of my Lord, Saviour, King, & God, Jesus Christ, His Father, & Holy Spirit, a true White
Man, Christian in pure and brave heart, targeted by the world for my race, and for my faith, in,
with, for, of, by, the True Love of my Lord Jesus Christ,
Mr. Jonathan Charles Gillis
Age 41
Baltimore, Maryland