How Do I Survive, What is by Organized Intelligent Draconian Design, Not Survivable?

 How Do I Survive, What is by Organized Intelligent Draconian Design, Not Survivable?
Crysolo Featherstone
23 October 2023
To preface, surviving is not the goal. Ultimately, we will not survive this, because we cannot.
We were not made to merely survive. In truth, we must survive, and that, for as long as
possible. But not for our own sake, or even for our sake at all. We must survive, as long as
possible, to be combat effective against the enemy. Who is the enemy? Why the lie is your
worst enemy. Not even the liar is our enemy, per say. It is the lie, that is our enemy. So even as
the liar seeks to murder us, we seek not to kill the liar or even to harm him, or even to wish him
bad. No, we seek to kill the lie with the truth. That those who come after us, might pick up the
standard and colors of the truth, and war onward.
A true warrior does not seek to survive. It is the coward who does anything and uses everyone,
who sacrifices everything and anyone, merely to survive. We are not interested in such
selfishness and greed and avarice, nor are we interested in associating with such types, which
are easily enough profiled and known by their works, which do include their words. The true
warrior does not seek to kill either. And even if, as a last resort, strictly in defense, he must take
life, he does so without any joy whatsoever. He seeks to survive, for as long as possible, to be
combat effective against the enemy, for as long as possible, in order that all his efforts, and
ultimate sacrifice, will be for the survival, that is to say, the preservation, and hence the sacred
and sanctified gift of precious life on this earth, of his brothers in arms, which by extension, is
for his kith and kind, namely the children and women of his own folk back home. In such
warring, to survive is only a means to the end which is the dying, and the dying, is for the
safety, protection, security, future, and freedom of our tribe. In our case, what that looks like, is

killing the lie with the truth, so long as it is reasonably and humanly possible. We are forced
into the position of a lone wolf without a pack. Why? Because most people, including
professed Christians, prefer the liar and murderer.
I am not an idealist. That is to say, the trajectory, and thus prospect of everything, civilization,
technology, society, is getting worse and grimmer with each passing day. I am a realist in the
strict sense that I fail to perceive any genuine solution that mankind can generate and bring
about into fruition that will free mankind from the genocidal threats and devastation of our
existential, and meta-quantum-physical, and more and most importantly of all, our spiritual,
universe.
For me, as an individual forced, and coerced, victim of lifelong organized world gang-stalking,
harassment, and targeting, and all the attendant and accumulative crimes of human trafficking,
crimes against mankind, and crimes of genocide, ceaselessly perpetrated against me, by
multitudes of perpetrators in conspiracy together, surviving has consisted of several core
strategies and tactics, and an overall unique individual spirituality and identity, that is not
defined by, or dependent on, physical reality and material existence, bodily and situational
circumstances, or the time constraints, and trials and tribulations thereof. This spiritual
identity, cannot be thieved, cannot be counterfeited, and cannot be mistranslated or wrongly
interpreted. It is like water, in that it cannot be destroyed. But be vigilant, because it can be
poisoned, and poisoned so bad, that it becomes more akin to death, then to life. That is at the
extreme end of the spectrum however.
This spiritual identity, cannot be organized into a legal fiction, or trademarked into copyrightowned
corporate property, like all the organized religions, governments, corporations, and
various public-private, groups of the world today are. It cannot be factory produced and made
readily available for mass society and mass consumption. It cannot be taught, it cannot be
learned. It cannot be worn like a frock-coat, nor shot like an arrow. It cannot be given as a gift,
or stolen as a prize or thieved like an identity, or thrown away like a piece of junk. It cannot be
recited like a creed or memorized like a verse of scripture.
While I have listed these, the following, each component is nonlinear and may precede or
antecede any other given component. It is not so much the order of chronology that is
important, as is the interconnections of each member part to the total complete whole. And
that is your legitimate sense of your authentic self, and that is the knowing that you are not

defined by, nor dependent on, the world system, or any number of peoples, groups,
organizations, and institutions of this technological civilization, the cybernetic-artificial
intelligence-machine matrix, and totalitarian dominant culture thereof. Also, of the self same
said, that you, as a unique soul, created and made and meant to be in the perfect and good
image and likeness of Supreme God Almighty, have intrinsic value, that cannot be measured,
earned, squandered, destroyed, bought or sold, diminished, or subtracted from, stolen, traded
in, throw away, given away, replaced, lost, wasted, or spent, by anyone or anything or any group
of any ones or any group of any things. In other words, your intrinsic value, inestimable as such
is, is for God and Him and His invincible and ultimate purpose alone.
1)Faith in God, or, faith in the absolute objective (and relative) truth, from the vantage point of
good, or faith in that that is truly good, or who, that is truly good.
2)Developing a sense of self, as a unique individual that transcends life and death, that
transcends my past, my current situation, and any potential futures.
3)Detaching from material possessions, adopting a minimalist approach.
4)Letting family members and friends go. Especially if they are participating in gang-stalking
and are complicit in the targeting program generally. Sometimes cutting them out of my life
entirely.
5)Knowing when enough is enough. If my job is soul-crushing, there is only so much shit I will
take, only such much abuse I am willing and capable of putting up with, before I accept the
fundamental fact and truth of the matter, reality, and substance, that I must, out of necessity,
move on. This might very well mean, that I cannot find another job, and thus will not have the
financial means with which to adequately provide and provision for myself, at least in terms of
the standards and demands of civilization. Workplace mobbing is cruel and criminal and
ceaseless. So is Churchplace and Chapelplace mobbing incidentally.
6)Not letting fear rule over me, or even dictate, or be a factor, in either my personal life
decisions or in my overall situation and circumstances.
7)Learning how to not blame myself for the situation and circumstance I find myself in. This
has been a terrible challenge for me, and has taking many years of long-suffering and
hardship. I do not claim to have achieved mastery over it, or anything else for that matter. But,
having no fear, whilst being a legitimate moral agent and authority, is a godsend. There is only
so much you can do to improve yourself and your life. For instance, quitting smoking is a very
good and important thing, but, while it will help you immensely, it is not going to stop or
prevent gang-stalking from being perpetrated against you.

8)Remaining as a permanent citizen in the nation of humility. This is important, for a variety of
reasons. Now, do not get me wrong. This does not mean, that at times, we do NOT fight like a
Spartan. However, it is vital to not allow ego, arrogance, ignorance, or the idea that we are
better therefore…Even if we are better, however so defined, better at writing poetry for instance,
then someone else, the fact is, unless we are the best, there is always someone else who is
better then us. And even in the very rare instance when and where we are the best, it is only
momentary, and we will never maintain the level of being the best always. And us being the
best, was really a glory to Supreme God Almighty to begin and end with. The world likes to lie
and deceive us into believing that a few of the elite can leave behind a legacy of always being
the best, and completely untouchable as the best forever.
Being humble does not mean we do not make judgement calls, or that we are a doormat for
everyone else to trudge all over. Being humble is not a sign of weakness, nor is being kind. The
key point is, we must have situational awareness and discernment, and know when to be
humble and kind, and when to be Alpha and aggressive. The perpetrators of gang-stalking
fancy themselves alpha because they are the loudest, most obnoxious, the most consistently
vocal, the most psychologically and verbally and otherwise evilly violent, the most in amount in
terms of numbers, the most in terms of temporal finite power, in other words, they are the
most predatory, parasitic, narcissistic, psychopathic, and repressive. And they equate that with
being the best, being the alpha, being better then us, and so forth. Now, all that being said: we,
forced victims, so-called targeted individuals, ARE better then them, by leaps and bounds. But
we don’t need to be a-holes about it.
9) Do not trust anyone. This goes for corporations, governments, informal groups, and
individuals. While this goes against our fundamental nature, we are being forced to endure in a
system that is anathema to nature. Our very situation and circumstances of so-called life, are
far more synthetically induced and enhanced then naturally oriented and purely nature-driven.
This is not a positive development. This a devolving into the slavery and termination of the
psyche and soul of man, by method of technology, machines, computers, the internet, artificial
intelligence, cybernetic civilization, mass society, smart-hive mobs, consumerism, and so
forth.
10)Accept the fact, that I am forcibly alone, isolated, alienated, marginalized, even whilst all the
time, in all places, among all peoples, besieged and surrounded by people, mostly of the
collective, that do not care about me or what happens to me, that want to have nothing
meaningful and real to do with me, and that are predatory, parasitic, hostile, hurtful, vindictive,
and harmful to me. We unfortunately are forced to exist and endure in a quid quo pro world.
That is basically Latin for: “Do me a favor, and I will do you a favor”. In other words, instead of

doing something, like helping someone out of the pureness and kindness of one’s own heart,
such as being the Good Samaritan, it is demanded of us, and thus it is expected, that we
always do things for other people, sure, but that in our always doing things for other people, we
are always expecting something from them in return.
11)Do good things to and for other people, as much as is reasonably possible, without
expecting anything at all in return, not even so much as a rote “thank you”, and be perfectly at
peace with that.
12)Be creative. Use your God-given talents to express yourself and articulate your soul. This
could be something as simple as writing a journal, which does not have to be published or selfpublished,
or recording and streaming your own videos and audio-casts online. And part of
being creative is definitely being spontaneous and improvising. Expect to be cyber-bullied,
stalked, harassed, targeted, shadow banned, and censored from the internet in general and
anti-social media platforms in particular.
13)Do not despair. Even when there is no hope, or seemingly no hope, to not despair is crucial
and takes priority of place over everything and everyone else. Including my own downtrodden
self. This involves a form of spiritual detachment from my body, in that, I, the soul, and mind,
and heart, that is inhabiting this physical body, in this material, supposedly three-dimensional
space plus time of existence, am not defined how people hurt and harm me, nor by the pain
and suffering I am forced to endure because of them.
14)Listen to music. Lots of it. And make sure its your kind of music, and create music if you
are so musically inclined. Music has saved my life, and gotten me thru so much, so often, it
cannot ever be overstated how vital music is. Now, that being said. There is a lot of garbage
that I would not even define as approaching the level of what music is, that passes for music
these days. Be careful and exercise extreme caution. There is a lot of weaponized noise. That
shit, that racket ain’t music. The purveyors of it pretend it is, but it isn’t. And noise campaigns
are a real thing too. A tactic the enemy uses. One reason, is to keep us always in an elevated
state of high stress.
But there is also a lot of very good music that resonates, and yes, at a cerebral, emotional, and
spiritual level, that is truly wonderful, and it is a good privilege and real honor to be able to
listen to the works of such talented musicians. Remember, good music has the ability to be
interpreted by you, the listener, in such a way, as to resonate with you, in your life, and impart
meaning that might not have been originally intended or conceived of by the musician.
Happens all the time. A musician says, or it is claimed a musician says, something along the
lines of: “This song came about as a result of me loosing my dog to a strung-out heroin-addict
driver, and it means that my dog is the best part of my heart.” Well, that sounds pretty
significant. But for you, it might very well have nothing at all to do with that, and you might

have no idea that that’s what the song, supposedly, means, or is supposed to mean. To you, the
song could me something vastly and profoundly different. Such is the truth, validity, and
veracity, and legitimately authoritative power, of legitimate art, in whatever medium it is
expressed.
Art is meant to free us, at least to the point that such makes it possible that we are able to
interpose ourselves through it, in order for some spiritual truth to be made available to us, at a
very personal, and in a very intimate, way. These could be simple spiritual truths as well. Does
not have to be anything overly dramatic, or inescapably profound. True art does not try to
provide a way for us to escape reality, by offering a fake, virtual replacement, that we can be a
spectator entertained by, so much as it permits us ways, and the means by which we can
actually participate, in creating authentic reality for ourselves and others, as an individual soul
in an individual body.
15) The importance of reading cannot be stressed enough or ever overemphasized. The joys
and rewards of reading are myriad, and often times they are not fully, if ever, apparent until long
after we have finished reading some good book or other. There are so many wonderful books.
And it is a tragedy and shame that not more of us, are able to spend a lot more time and effort
in the universe of reading.
16) Use your imagination. I worked at a boat yard, sanding and painting the bottoms of boats,
among other labor-intensive work. It could be very difficult. To survive thru, I often would make
use of my imagination. I would pretend that I was in a shipyard, on another planet, or even in
some space station in orbit of another planet, and that I was working on spaceships. And that
my work was important, because these spaceships were necessary in order for the race of
mankind to prevail in the universe, especially given the alien threat that ceaselessly sought our
complete subjugation and annihilation. This reality was augmented by the fact of the sounds
of the distance rumblings of rocket-crafts taking off and shooting up and into space,
performing the many essential duties of space voyaging and exploration. Also by the fact, that
there were various alien lifeforms, such as small water insects, and the potential hazards of
the same, that were necessary to have situational awareness about. A stow-away alien bug on
the hull of a spaceship could mean the difference of either that spacecraft arriving safely at its
destination, or potentially being mortally too slow to complete the journey. Moreover, there was
plenty of other para-abnormal, and super-unnatural, activity to aid and abet me in my
employment survival. The following illustration shall suffice. Undercover types of all kinds,
rogue government agents who actually were helping me, pro bono, at great risk to their
personal life and livelihood and even the lives of their friends and family, friendly aliens

disguised as human beings, and friends from past lives who dropped off the radar, and were
cryptically, and altruistically, returning because they had pertinent information that not only
involved a matter of life or death, but that also involved matters of the end of time, and of the
earth.
If you make use of your imagination, hack into cosmic, and eternal source, (which you do not
so much have to hack or lock-pick your way into, rather, more like a strong stream or river, you
merely have to get in, preferably on some sort of craft, or at least a flotation device, and let the
current take you along), you can survive almost any situation, among almost any combination
of people, for almost any duration of time. That does not necessarily mean you will be happy
and not experience suffering and pain, and have to “embrace the suck”. Nor does it mean you
engage in cognitive dissonance and completely dissociate from reality. We are not
schizophrenic or in a drug-induced hallucinogenic state of consciousness. I still performed my
job functions well, and excelled in the work place. My work ethic was, and is, above average,
and is stronger than most other people. But using your imagination does mean, within
legitimate security, irrefutable reason, and guarded truth, you will have the ability to survive, as
I have mentioned above.
17) Train. Push-ups, sit-ups, 3-mile runs. I personally avoid the gyms; cold weather months are
ideal for the gyms. Its okay for certain things for a while. But the kind of training I am referring
to, is full core training. Self-disciple is key. “Mind over matter” is a well-spoken adage, that can
never be practiced enough. And unfortunately, sometimes, shit happens, and we get off point.
But that is to be expected. No worries. Once we are able, we get back into the training. Train as
though, today is your last battle to fight.
In summation: Recognize we are dealing with a lot of hostile, read that evil, forces that are
technological, spiritual, and that are super-unnatural and para-abnormal. Keep your wits about
you, and be smart about releasing steam valves. Oh, and remember: everything you do witness
and document, including your oral and written testimony, is evidence and proof. They will try,
and often be successful at, mind controlling, and behaviorally conditioning you to delete your
evidence. Each instance of such tampering with a witness, destruction of evidence, and
obstruction of justice, is a serious crime. And someday, when we are truly legitimately free, all
of the crimes perpetrated against us will be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law, and all
of the guilty criminals will be brought to justice.

Being a warrior for the truth is not for the faint of heart, weak-minded, or easily compromised.
Lastly, respect the fact that other TI’s are at various levels and in different phases of this global
“takedown” program. Personally, I woke up and became actuated in 2013 and ousted myself
as a so-called targeted individual. It has been one shit-show in one shit-hole after another
since then. Some have only recently had the veil lifted. The whole draconian COVID planned
pandemic and mass cybernetic injections had a lot to do with waking people up from their
stupor. Finally, be willing to do the absolute right thing, no matter what, without counting the
cost. It sucks to have no advocate but ourselves. Even the underdog is supposed to be morally
encouraged and supported. It is not good for man to be alone. Yet, we are. And thru no fault of
our own.